JYJ Showcase LA 2010 Fan Account!!!!!

OMG GUYS. hey everyone :))) um so last friday night was the JYJ showcase that I was looking forward to ALL week and let me just say one thing: IT WAS AMAZING.

absolutely worth EVERYTHING (the hassles, the three hours line, etc) because JYJ blew me away <3

So get ready to read another spazzy, crazy fan account from me ^_^ going to all these kpop concerts this year is making 

1) go broke

2) get more greedy wishing for more kpop concerts >:D

Kekekeke~ Anyways so i guess we'll start off with me getting picked up from school and i literally RAN out of history class and jumped into Linda's car with Annie, Karen, and Brittany already all there ! :D We drove to VONS and got some food/drinks and we were so like excited and spazzy that we didnt even know what we were doing and kept being hyper and silly in VONS cuz we didnt know what we were gonna buy AHAHAHA.

we finally grabbed some stuff and was on our way!! :) the whole time there we were just spazzing/talking/beingsilly/singing and practicing fanchantss :DDDD

it was so fun ahah :D

here's a video of us just chillin in the car ! :D

Finally arrived at the venue after HORRIBLE LA traffic -_- and there was a car crash on the freeway too OTL.

but after that we DROVE AROUND FOR LIKE 30 MINS TRYING TO FIND PARKING T___T cuz we couldnt find the parking structure lmfao. then we drove by the HUGE line that already formed beside the Galen Center (our venue) and we asked all these fans in line where they parked and they just STARED AT US and i was like WHAT THE FUCK?! i asked like three people and they all just stared blankly at us and i was like WOW REALLY.

thne this last girl was like "OH idk there's a parking spot right here"

and it was a fucking parking meter ...............

ummmm that would have taken like 56468464 dollars to park there for like 6 hours you crazy gurl.

HONESTLY they could have just told us where they parked .. sljhldkfjhdsfh D:

so we drove around GETTING LOST then we finally asked this lady and she gave us a map and told us where to park so we finally got there .. UGH ><;

parked then got ready in the parking structure ahaha (makeup, hair, etc)

and we all had our awesome "DBSK Always keep the faith" shirts kekeke!

We had to walk down all the way to the end of the line when we arrived at the venue and such a loooong line was already thereee! But as we walked down to the end of the line, EVERYONE was staring at us cuz of our awesome shirts ahah i felt so badass! some guys in line hollered at us cuz they liked our shirts and we all cheered back ahah :D

but i felt kind of sad since we seemed like the only few who dressed up and thats why everyone was so amazed by our outfits.. >_>;

finally got in line ALMOST at the end of the block omg ..

just chilled in line, went to the bathroom and met some girls who liked our shirts and took pics :D

then i ran into the girl who was giving out around 500 fan chants that she printed? so i gave her the 200 copies i was going to help donate so she had more fanchants :D

And i kept some so my group started passing out the fanchants to the ppl in line and it was nice that ppl appreciated us handing out the fanchants but i could tell that this crowd sadly didnt have any spirit and 90% of them were really pissed looking or bored or down looking and it disappointed me D;

AND IT WAS SO SAD CUZ NO ONE EVEN KNEW ABOUT THE FAN CHANTS UNTIL WE TOLD THEM.

oh god.

I felt like there was such an unenthusiastic crowd because the concert was free so they just went for the heck of it and i started wishing it wasnt free and that ppl had to pay for it cuz atleast the REAL fans would be there.

... :/

anyways that was kind of the only thing that brought me a bit down was so ppl being so like..UGHHH not even excited a bit at all DDDDDD:

So we stood in line for a while just singing and practicing fanchants~

here's a vid of us being in line when we just got there.

THEN SUDDENLY THE LINE MOVED AND WE FREAKED OUT AHAHAHA.

(vid)

we moved like five feet ahaha. 

during the whole time of the standing in line...we just talked really loud and messed around and laughed XD

we also had this AWESOME CHANT!!!

kekekkekeeee.

ppl kept looking at us like we were retarded when we were chanting or like singing/dancing to their songs..

UGHHHH i'm sorry but the crowd really pissed me off.

I just wish they were more happy to be there and excited and stuff, you know?

It kind of made me angry :/

but we had good fun times in line so its okay!

OMG so we got in line like at 3:40 and around 6:40 was when we actually started MOVING like really moving ahaha.

we met some really cool girls in front of us though and were just talking to them and stuff for a while.

then around 6:30 we started playing mirotic and like a couple ppl in front of us and behind us actually chimed in and we all sang "UNDER MY SKIIN~~~" together ahah it was cool :) i liked the groups behind and in front of us though they were pretty chill.

There was some really funny korean girls in front of us XD  cuz when some USC campus students who were waiting for the bus asked us what we were there for, one of the girls yelled out "USHER!!!" AHAHHAHA.

so funny.

here's us being uberly bored in line XD

ANYWAYS SOOOO WE FINALLY STARTED MOVINGGGGG and we were soo happy to finally reach the front of the line where they were splitting up the ppl who had floor seats and those who had seats.

brittany had to split up with us cuz she had reserved seating.. T____T

ughhh then we actually got into a real line with a little separator thingy and we were all happy ! then ppl saw our DBSK shirts and were like omg cool :)

OMG OMG OMG THEN THIS LADY CAME OVER AND SHE HAD LIKE ONE OF THOSE PROFESSIONALL CAMERASSS and she wanted to take a pic of us because we had "saranghaeyo" signs (which says i love you)

and omg omgggg. she started taking pics of us and WE WERENT IN OUR DBSK FORMATION HAHAHA so we freaked out and went into formation XD then she took another one :)

after a while, she left, right?

and then SHE CAME BACK and we were like "oh we took off our jackets, do you want a better shot?"

so she was like "okay!!"

so we took a better shot in the formation again :D

and i was like HMMM i wonder where we can get our pics and i asked her "do you have a website or something?"

AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT SHE SAID?????

"Oh i'm with the band."

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me and annie were like.

"WHAT? COME AGAIN? WHAT??"

O_O

and she was like "i'm with the band"

........

SD:GKJSDGIJAEYIHWEHRWSREYHJR.

then i told linda and karen and we just like

FREAKED THE FUCK OUT AHHAHAHAHA we just started SCREAMING AND SCREAAAAAAAMING and jdshlksjhlskrh.

it was so amazing omggg!!!!! if she's with the band that means there was a really high chance of them seeing our pics AAAAAAAAAAAAAHH SO EXCITIIIINGGG!! ><;;

we almost died lol >< screaming so muchhh! then we started going into smaller groups and we got our bags checked !!!! me and karen didnt have no bags so we didnt get to get checked and we just walked past the security guy with our arms open and all gangster like AHAH SO FUNNY.

right after that though, ... WE STEPPED INTO THE GALEN CENTER!!! EEEEEEEEE~~~!!! i started getting butterflies and shit and skljhgskljhsklrhrh.

omg >_< WE WERE ACTUALLY GONNA SEE LEGENDARY DBSK 

they were checking our tickets and putting wristbands on us

then we were on our way itno the actual stadium AAAAAAAHHHHHH ankda hgdsjhsdh SO CRAZY RIGHT THEN.

idk about everyone else but i started FREAKING FREAKING FREAKING OUT as soon as i stepped into the doors leading into the real stage area and all the security along the way was trying to check to make sure i had my wristband but as soon as a caught a glimpse of the inside, i started squealing/sobbing/dying/and like hyperventilating that i didnt even respond when they told me not to run or to let them see my wristband ahaha.

i started FREAKING OUT when i saw the inside omg i just remember screaming already XDD and on the verge of TEARS cuz it just reminded me SO MUCH EXACTLY of how SMTOWN was and how it was just as overwhelming omg >_<;;

we started walking toward the stage and checking out the seats area and the floor area!! the floor was only like 1/6  filled and we found out how close we were omg it was so crazzyyyyyyyy aahhhhh

we started dying as soon as we walked up to the stage where there was only a few rows of ppl from the front of us!!!! we were REALLY CLOSE TO THE STAGE.

we moved around a bit and found even BETTER SPOT THAT WAS EVEN CLOSER LMFAOOO! it was amazing omg.

but kind of sad cuz i could see all the empty spots on the floor and i  was like OMG I HOPE THATS NOT ALL THE FLOOR PPL!! ><;;;

so we stood around for like another 20 minutes just basically freaking out with excitement and aahh it looked like a smaller version of staples center!! SQUEE~ so exciting ughhh everyone started screaming EVERYTIME they did light tests or some staff person would walk out ahaha. when they tested the smoke, everyone really started screamingg LMFAO.

another ten minutes of being in lineee~

there was this SUPER ANNOYING DUDE BEHIND ME WHO PROBABLY ONLY CAME WITH THIS GIRL BECAUSE IT WAS FREE AND HE WAS FUCKING ANNOYING AND I WANTED TO PUNCH HIS FACE IN.

he kept saying stuff like "omg why are they screaming nothing's even happening" and "these kids are crazy" and mocking us "oh scream some more, look there's smoke" and basically just dissing all the fans for being hyper-y and excited by cheering UGH SLFJHLRFIHJ I FUCKING HATED HIM HE WAS SO FUCKINGDUMB like forreal

UGH.

i hate ppl like that. why the fuck was he even there then if he didnt even understand the vibe? he should have just stayed the fuck at home and fucking shouldnt have stood behind me and pissed me off omg. i honestly dont understand why there was all these ppl who werent even into KPOP AT ALL JUST BEING THERE AND PISSING US OFF AND BLOCKNG US FROM THE STAGE AND UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

PLEASE

just gtfo.

like there was this middle aged man WHO WAS SUPER FUCKING TALL in front of us and he didnt even want to be there and he was blocking my view and UGH all he was doing was standing there SMIRKING at the fangirls when we were chanting or cheering.

i honestly dont even get why they went to just waste time if they dont even give a fuck.

seriously.

more reason as to why i just wished the concert wasnt even free.  all these fucktards wouldnt have been there.

*angry at that still*

sorry for the mini rant lol

anyways so we were all ready in our formation with our signs out hehehe! :D we were getting lightsticks ready and stuff ~

OMG THEN PPL STARTED FREAKING OUT WHEN THE MCs came out and started introducing the concert and themselvesss~~ AAHHH~ it was a pretty girl and this guy named shane.

they were pretty cool.

THEN THEY INTRODUCED JYJ AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAH~ i just remember seeing their faces in the screen and just SCREAMING AND SCREAMING and they hadnt even shown up on the stage yet but people were screaming so much that it was sooo fucking loud i was almost deaf but i was screaming my lungs out too so its okay :)

sooooo adrenaline rush when i knew they were going to come out ANY SECOND .

then suddenllyyyyy BOOM THEY WERE RISING UP FROM THE STAAAAAAAAAAAGGEEE OMGGGG.

everyone REALLY GOT LIKE SOOO LOUD!! ahaha i saw them rising with the spotlights on them kjlgslkjhsh.

then the lights went off and klsjhlisfjhklsjhflsfh AAAAAAAAAAAHHH SO MUCH SCREAMING AND SPAZZING!

then the lights flashed and came back much brighter and music came one and the screaming just EXPLODED like idk how that even happened but it got louder and louder and it was AMAZINGLY LOUD AHAHAH.

EMPTY WAS THE FIRST SONG AND THE FIRST NOTES THAT YOOCHUN SINGS MADE ME WANT TO SOB WITH OVERWHELMING EMOTIONS LOL 

they were so fucking beautiful oh sweet jesus T___T SFJHDKFJHERh.

they were BEAUTIFUL.

perfect. godlike. i just remember gasping and losing my brain cuz i was staring at their faces and going "HOLY SHIT I AM REALLY STARING AT THEM RIGHT NOW LIKE LTIERALLY 10 FEET AWAY AND I LHJSLDRIHRSH!"

yuuuuiiiippp.

i remember staring jaejoong for a while and just DYING because he looks like HE WALKED OUT OF A PHOTOSHOPPED PICTURE AND HE WAS REALLY THERE OMGGGg. he was perfect ....AGHHH.

he looked so unreal but he was reallll~!! ><;

then i died when i looked at yoochun and he was so UGHHHH he really was gorgeous and i did not expect to be that blown away but i really was and SWEET JESUS HE WAS GORGEOUS AND PERFECT AND PRECIOUS.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh~

then of course junsu made me die. he was A:EJHESIDHJSEDJHWSEH.

really really breathtaking and his HAIR WAS SO CUTE AND I LOVED THE COLOR AND HE WAS MESMERIZING. he looked REALLY REALLY REAAAALLLYYYY GOOD . sry but he's my bias anyways XD

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ummmm i remember SCREAMING AND SCREAMING MY FACE OFF just for the first song (my fave one! emptyyy) because i was just so overwhelmed they were finally there and i was finally seeing them like OH MY GOODNESS.

honestly.

just. wow. 

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i almost like fell over from the overwhelming-ness ahaha. i almost fainted lol like HONESTLY? i literally felt dizzy and lightheaded after all that screaming and shit after the first song. everyone started trying to push toward the front and i somehow managed to move EVEN CLOSER and those stupid annoying guys who pissed me off were pushed in the back cuz i never heard them again after the first song AHHAHA SO FUNNY.

i just started screaming names of the member who was towards our side of the stage because i got to stare at them lrfkjhlsrfjhldjhldjfh

like i tihnk first i screamed for jaejoong cuz he was DANCING SO CLOSE TO OUR SIDE WAAAAHH~~!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH HE WAS SO PRETTY AND BEAUTIFUUUUUL! i kept fixating on his face because i wanted to imprint it in my mind forever waah! his dancing was very sexy oh sweet lord jesus.
so then empty ended (BAAW~ )
then omg it turned dark again and the screaming was REALLY LOUD AND INTENSE let me tell you i was deaf for a while after that XD
then MUSIC CAME BACK ON AND THEY WERE STILL ON THE STAGE, just turned around with their back facing us and THEN SLFJHKLIFJHSLIJH IT WAS "BE THE ONE"!!!!!!! so of course we all started LOSING OUR SHIT ONCE AGAIN AHAAHAHA.

i think yoochun came to our side a couple times and karen and linda lost their shit AHAHAHA <3 THEY WERE GORGEOUSSSS AND PERFECT.
yoochun looked GREAT. he was such a good singer live omg they all were.
their voices were to DIE FOR.
they were HEAVENLY VOICES . GIFTS FROM THE GODS I TELL YOU.
really.
really perfect voices and everything >_<;
yoochun dances so sexyyy~ and his face oh god. i tried to imprint his face in my mind too hehe.
WELL THEY ALL DANCE SEXY I'M SORRY I LOVE THEM ALL TOO MUCH <3
we all screamed along to "be the one" cuz its a hot song and they danced perfectly and sang like it was a recorded song oh LORD.
the performance ended for "be the one" and the screaming once again was INSANELYYYY LOUD!
they were getting so much screaming from my group though kekekeeee
the highlight was that i'm SURE during empty or be the one, junsu DEFINITELY LOOKED AT OUR SIGNS (SARANGHAEYO!!!!!) AND HE SMILED.
I SWEAR HE SAW IT AND SMILED OH LORD MY HEARRRTTT!!.
i know he saw it ><;
we all had our lighsticks up too and were waving our signs so i'm sure when i waved my excessively hard at this one point, it caught his attention and he looked at the signs SQQUEE~~~~! ><
karen testified that YOOCHUN DEFINITELY saw our signs too cuz she said he looked at them and smiled KEKEKEKekekkee. we're awesome ><

then they left the dark stage and we were screaming jaejoong so much that he waved at us as they were exiting AHAH SO CUTE LOL.
he knew he had some hardcore stans XD

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the screen starts showing micky's face writing something~ and its a cute little video of them writing stuff and i have no idea what cuz its in korean but i'm sure its sweet and adorable and all XD but it gave us some down time yet we were still SCREAMING at video cuz it was sooo cute and klsjdklsjhsfhwehr4
i could see the staff in the front of the screen setting up mics and stuff and SQUEE~ <3
THEN THE VID ENDED AND MOAR SCREAAAMING! i saw smoke !!! and the lights came one and OH SWEET JESUS THEY ARE BACK ALREADY !! >_<;
they come out one my one though and yoochun sings the first line and i realize that its "be my girl" KKEKEKE SHSKJHSRH.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
then junsu appears and sings his line and finally jaejoong!!
junsu is one my side so i start freaking the fuck out and screaming his name oh GOODDD so much screaming! >_<;
they had an amazing performance and i think i screamed "I LOVE YOUU!!!!!!!" XDDD
so then the lighhts turned off again and the audience exploded :) the boys left to go backstage~
then i think staff ppl came out and set up CHAIRS! and i was like OH LORD ITS THE INTERVIEW kekekeke.
I WAS RIGHT! :D
the MCs came out and they were talking about jyj and then the boys came out <3333
they all sat down and shane started talking about yoochun's twitter video "micky christmas" HAHAHA its a really funny vid XD
and he asked micky what the vid was supposed to mean and i was like "HE WAS DRUNK" XD i think micky might've heard me XD
he smiled and just told the crowd that it was because thanksgiving was coming up and stuff and then it was christmas :D
then they all talked about what their twitter names actually meant blah blah blahhh ~
I think jaejoong talked about his cats ? XD cutie <3
they also introduced themselves SUPER CUTELY and junsu did a "omg sun!" remake KEKEKE.
he's so hilarious XD

i remember linda screaming "ILOVEYOUUUU" really loudly during this one part ><;
i think jaejoong had been sick for a couple days before so he looked bored/tired D: but micky was really engaged and junsu looked amused :)
micky also talked about coming back next month for a filming and next year for another concert and everyone SPAZZED THE FUCK OUT AGAIN OMO ><;

then the interview  was SUPER SHORT O_O and it was alrdy over and the MC introduced their korean song "chajatta" by saying how it was the OST for micky's drama :D
and we all cheered!! THIS WAS THE SONG WE'D BEEN WAITING FOR!!!!
aahh~

then the MCS left and they cleared the stage and the whole time linda/karen were screaming "MICKY MICKy MICKY MICKY" like 20 times nonstop cuz he was on our side XD;
THEN THE LIGHTS / MUSIC CAME ON AND I ALMOST DIED!!!
we had an actual CHANT for this! it was pretty awesome :) after micky sings his first line we say "park yoochun!" then we say his name again after the second line.
after the third line, we say "SARANGHAEYO JYJ!"
KEKEKEKEK.
we were flawless at it XD v__V
we did the rest of the the fanchant pretty well and it was an amazing perf again T___T they were just SOOOOOOOOO CLOSE and so flawless in front of me omgg ><;
can't get it out of my head.
FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
ughh it was soo good! and i love that they chose to do a korean song for us cuz it made us so happy omg T_T
skldjglskjdhsh.
and then next was AYYYYYY GIRLL! i remember the lights flashing off after chajatta ~
and then i think the ppl put on the wrong track music and LMFAO then they turned it off again and jaejoong was like "sorry"
KEKEKEKE.
then the RIGHT track came on :)))
everyone sang/cheered along to ayy girl and it was really awesome skljgfsh.

it was a pretty sexy perf cept for those nasty dancer bitches who looked so trashy and disgusting and whore-y and they should stop grinding on yoochun like that that's gross EW.
SF:KHJSHFSH THEY PISSED ALL THE FANS OFF BY DANCING IN A GROSS MANNER WITH YOOCHUN LOL.
just their faces and the way they performed was nasty and really trashy.
didn't appreciate that at all.
have some goddamn class, i'm serious.
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ANYWAYSSS.
THEN THE PERF ENDED AND YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED?!
THEY TALKED TO THE FANS LFKJHSJHF JUST THE THREE OF THEM OMG OMG .
i have no idea what junsu said lmfao i think it was supposed to be english but its okay because he's a hot motherfucker and he's amazing idec what happened XD
jaejoong bby was like "i want to see you guys again"
and we all shit bricks and came in our pants XD i screamed YESSSSSSSSSSSS XD
then omg MICKY.
micky was like "ITS GOOD TO SEE YOU GUYS KEEPING THE FAITH ALWAYS"
T_______T OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG that was the sweetest thing lsjhsjhfsh.
he's such an ot5 shipper omg *bawling*
he's amazing.
after he said that i just SCREAMED "YES YES YES YES YES YES YES"
over and over XDD AHAHAHA KEKEKE.
then he was like "THANK YOU LAAAA~~~~~~~"
of course, the last song was "empty remix" and slfkjsfjh FFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUU
it was ... pretty fucking badass and amazing and i screamed my face off idek what happened anymore i was screaming so much LOL it was really sexy though and they were perfect flawless amazing lsffjh.

i think they told the fans to "JUMP" ??? NOT A GOOD FUCKING IDEA HAHAHAHA my camera looks like there was a fucking earthquake or some shit AHAHAHA.
its pretty funny though
OMG AND JUNSU AND MICKY BOTH CAME TO OUR SIDE IT WAS A DREAM COME TRUE LIFE COMPLETEEEEEEE SQUEEE~
PERFECT AMAZING GORGEOUS BAMF SFKLHSFH.
damn.
then i think the perf ended T___T and they were waving and waving and they said bye and stuff and thank yous and lskjdhlsfjhlsjhf then i started like wailing and screaming "NOOOOOOOO" sklgskljh cuz they were walking away and about to leave and we were all cheering so loudly and screaming lsdjhlsjhlsfhfh. then confetti and large confetti strings fell from the ceiling and on the crowd and it was beautiful and i kept so many pieces for keeps sake T__T


I WISH THEY DID AN ENCORE T__T
the mcs came out and said goodbyes too and i felt like crying.
it was already over~... it was really so fast omg ><; i already felt like i had withdrawal T^T
they were engraved in my mind so it was okay....but i GOT WITHDRAWAL REALLY FAST LOL.
i was like "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COME BACK BBYS!!!"
T_T
then their AYYY girl MV started playing and everyone was still just sitting there and standing there cuz everyone was like NO ITS OVER 
SO EVERYONE HAD WITHDRAWAL XD
and we just all stood there and watched the entire vid LMFAO.
it was sad though ldfkhdflkhdfh.
i felt pretty sad.
then my group sadly left the stage center and ppl liked our shirts ^^;
and yup yup 
so we left the stage area and went back out to the main hall way and we just were starting to have withdrawal already and  yeah ));
then we took some pictures, met up with brittany and headed outside.

 we were soooooo disheveled after screaming/jumping around/ fangirling for an hour hahaha.
We sat in front of the radisson hotel for a while on the curb (which is the hotel RIGHT NEXT to the galen center) 
we kept sitting there adn trying to watch the vids that we recorded because we started having withdrawal and being all depressed so we just SAT THERE FOR A LONG TIME and being emo lol cuz we just didnt want to leave or have the night end T_T
we walked in the car and into the parking structure and sat there in the car for another hour just talking about the concert and recapping everything and talking about our personal experiences and the exciting moments that we remembered XD
we recapped for like a WHOLE HOUR LOL.
then finally drove home and was mourning the whole way because the night was truly over ...;~;
siiiigh WITHDRAWAL NOW.
but it was a good time, and definitely an unforgettable day~
JYJ was amazing and more than i'd thought they'd ever be and i can't even put them into words <3
thank you for the amazing once in a lifetime experience, jyj~ ><;;;

saranghaeyo junsu, jaejoong, yoochun~